Saturday, October 21, 2006



The old Smoke at Night!

To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover'd country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action. - Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember'd.


time will tell

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Magic or In Search For Colour

there was I , sipping a lovely "Lost Passion" cocktail, in a Portuguese Bar in Chelsea, talking to Mexican Barkeepers about the Mexican actor Diego Luna who I just felt was in London.
Well, I assumed since the film festival was about to start that he and his buddy would not miss the chance. It turns out that not only the film festival was beginning shortly but also that the British Film Institute (bfi) was doing a special on Mexican Cinema. Perfect!
After my search for colour I figured it would't hurt just to quickly stop by the Bfi and check if I could get some tickets for the mexican film festival. I signed up and got about 7 tickets to see various screenings. But the one I really wanted, the Interview about Mexican Cinema with Gael Garçia and Diego was already sold out.
So I got a caramel café sat down in the cafeteria and was looking at the film festival program. While I was sitting down my eye caught this very excited, blond English girl standing in front of a guy sitting on the table next to me. She leaves with a happy smile and I look over my left shoulder. Diego! With an interesting looking girl and another Mexican friend.
While I was trying hard trying to read the film festival program, I could't help but to ear drop into their conversation.....it was a conversation in English with both of them him & her speaking with a thick accent. It was a dull, day-to-day conversation about relationships and "so what are you up to tonight".
The magic was gone.
I thought for a moment I should go and talk to them, but then I wasn't 100% sure it was him- and it would have been really embarassing if it turns out he was just a passionate mexican guy who likes movies- so I didn't.
Strange things happen on a so normal seeming Saturday.
I still have a week of mexican cinema to go and who knows I might bump into him again and this time might say something. It would be helpful since I am writing a piece on Mexican Cinema. But hey who knows....
I just have to make sure he doesn't assume I am another fan who wants to flirt. I actually would like to ask him some questions and know his opinion on a couple of things.
Well we will see : TIME WILL TELL