Thursday, December 31, 2009



A Happy New Year! Feliz Ano Novo! Einen Guten Rutsch!

One of my best friends taught me the beauty of “toasts”, he taught me that sometimes we should remember the people that have enlightened us, that have had an impact on our path we call life. Sometimes it is important to cherish those who have made us- BE OURSELVES.
I will take up this tradition and will try to praise those who have changed my life in one way or another in 2009!

Kainho-for making me smile, laugh and dance! For keeping me warm at night, for your patience and crazyness, for giving me goosepumps and holding my hand in difficult times, for being the way you are! I love you!
Mota- thank you for giving me this tradition. For being my far-away-friend.always at my (invisible) side, for caring about the ones I love, for smiling at the always changing sky, for sparkling down in Europes south!
Mama- merci pour tout! for your strong heart, for fighting the weakness of stress, for your love and care and for waking up!!! I love you!
Papa- danke das Du bist wie Du bist! for your love and devotion, for always having an answer to my milion questions, for checking the äther and for holding tide on our family bond!
Gregor- for the support you’ve given me trying a task. For your love and care. For your lovely family, for my niece -Billie Grace- and my sister in law Anita! 3 Beautiful people!
Opipi- for not giving up the fight! For being alive and for reuniting a long-seperated family!
Sunny- for your magic! For being my best friend, my sista, my angel!
Doro- you are making me sooo proud my best friend! MY doctor, my humanitarian! Thank you for being the way you are!
Tiny- for always sharing your beautyful self. For your creativity and smiles!
Tea- for showing how strenght and „Zerbrechlichkeit“ sich die Wage halten, how important it is to share feelings and to love!
Herbert- for being family, for being the best guardian for our Pintinha, for being Kainhos good Angel!
Xana- for being my oriental angel, my crazy Sally, my Wedding Creative, my portuguese sis
Paul P. – for giving me many unforgetable mornings full of joy at work! For your support.
Tim- for becoming a „partner in crime“, for suprising me the way I have never been surprised
Alex- for making the sun shine eventhough the sky is covered in clouds
Franksen- for giving me a reflection of myself I have never received before, for the crazy times at work
Arne- for keeping it serious eventhough your ears are full of crazy laughter
Claude- for your constance and for making my life easier
Momenis- for being the best host-parents for our Pintinha we could ever imagine
Joaninha- for making my best friend smile all the time, for being the loveliest person I have met in the last year!
Nino- for wining a game of billiard and with that stroke taking all my worries away!

Thank you to Everyone who has put a smile on my face, made me laugh, think, turn around, realize, react and love this year!

Love & Peace

Tuesday, December 29, 2009



Between Dreams

Suddenly
It tickles
Suddenly
A long lost urge

The reappearance
Of moments
The reappearance
Of times

Magical
Vagabonds
Magical
Wherabouts

Who? Where? Why?
ME? THERE? – SHY
Discovering the Sky
Walking head up – HIGH

Dreaming dreams
Dreams that stay safe
Dreams better dreamt
Dreams that will never end

Filling the gaps
Must not be mapped
Loving the life
That´s been chosen

Smiling at the day
Because dreams
Are like May(-bes)

Friday, November 20, 2009



HEAT

A tropical beach
Palm Trees
The carribean ocean
Colours & Cuba Libres

What a dream!

An empty beach
An ocean that screams
Two people ready to dive
What a wonderful vibe

In the ocean they run
Eagerly awaiting the dive- yet numb
The water covers
Whatever worries bothered

Diving and swimming
Singing and laughing

Back on the shore
Back to the beach
Back to the sand

Juices, Cocktails, Colours
Mangos, Coconuts, Maracujás

What a dream!

Soon there – so far
Can`t wait
How – wonderbar!

Friday, November 13, 2009



Masses travel to the stadium
It slowly fills up

Noises
The Teams enter
A Whistle blows
22 players run after a ball
They kick
They run
They head
They hold
They struggle
They PLAY
a
GAME

Goal!
Goal!! Goal!!
Goal!!! Goal!!! Goal!!!
Goal!! Goal!!

The masses are in Rage

They kick
They run
They head
They hold
They struggle
They PLAY
a
GAME

1-2-3-4-5....90 minutes

2:2 A Tide

Game OVER....



The field is empty,,the spotlights switsched of and the fans are gone...
A silence embraces the stadium...a breath of a far away wind..smoothes its way through the stadium...it slowly crawls up the high posts..the thousand seats..the green is covered in a thick fogg...the foreign wind blows a melody..and if you listen closeley you can here a refrain whispering......"It is just a Game,......just a Game....just a G-A-M-E..."
"Yes, I am a Free Lover. I have an inalienable, constitutional and natural right to love whom I may, to love as long or as short a period as I can; to change that love every day if I please, and with that right neither you nor any law you can frame have any right to interfere. And I have the further right to demand a free and unrestricted exercise of that right, and it is your duty not only to accord it, but, as a community, to see that I am protected in it. I trust that I am fully understood, for I mean just that, and nothing less!"
from "the high priestess of free love" Victoria Woodhull (1871)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Augenblicke der Erkenntnis


Vor Überraschung erwacht
Dem Glück entgegen gelacht
Ein Strand, ein Fall, ein Ring
So ein unglaubliches Ding.

In einem Land
So fern, so nah
Ist alles so wunderbar

Zurück daheim
Holt die Realität uns ein

Wie hart der Alltag
Den Tag zur Nacht macht

Ich seh’ ihn nicht
Er sieht mich nicht
Licht aus, Licht an

Arbeit im Blut
Tut wenig gut
Denn das Müssen
Geht nur ohne Küssen

I hope
This does
Not
Go on
Too long

As palavras mais
Proximas
Do que
O Proximo

Um fim – disso ?
Muito longe.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Denke nie gedacht zu haben, denn das Denken der Gedanken ist gedankenloses Denken.
Denke nie Du denkst, denn wenn Du denkst Du denkst, dann denkst Du nur Du denkst-
Denken aber tust Du nie



Dem Himmel so nah